Truth & Reality...The War Continues!!!

Supposing that God created this world...did it ever occur to you how much of patience he had to have to see it done...with all that drama about elements coming together...then of course, the whole deal with sorting things out...the where's and how's of creation...It's quite the irony that here we are mostly abusing/disrespecting all that perseverance. From nowhere it occurred to me about how things would have been otherwise...like if our nose was shaped/placed differently...you know something as simple as that.

What if things were not what they are? Is it because we all look so similar that it seems perfect? Why then do most of us strive to beat the cliche and rise up victorious against all odds...how is it that the human mind is sooooo erratic sooooo random...so independent (imperfect even) ?

As humans, we seem to be constantly challenged with so much that we stopped appreciating, loving...just being. It takes a whole load of faith to write down that script and actually believe that it's workable...even a critically acclaimed blockbuster!!! It takes a whole load of faith to pray for a friend's nightmare to end...to actually believe in this 'light at the end of the tunnel' concept. Boy it takes a miracle to make love work...you just don't want to give up...no signs yet.

Funnily though, it's when you stop for a breather and look back that things seem different...not what you mostly wanted it to be. So by looking back do you not look ahead? There's no denying of life that was so far...is that a lesson? But that poor lil' script...that movie desperate to be made...begging that you make it...you wrote it dammit! Well...it's not just the movie i'm talking about...more obvious than that.

The question is...well there are a lot of questions that need an answer. When your conviction does not pay, what more does it take? When your patience is sneered at by others...then what???

If I AM the new saint for the decade...what are you??? Haaa haa haaaaaa....