Its just you reading this now, so tell yourself the truth. Who or what determines your life? The phase you are going through right now, the friend you were sms-ing a while ago, the kind of marriage your parents have, the boss who always underpays you and specifically you, how about the weather, morals, standards, education, Elvis Presley, Jim Morrison, Kelly Clarkson, current balance on your prepaid card, and oh how about this…a lover, an ex-lover, ex-flames, unknown/known future partner…and this final one is going to take your breath away…do you determine your life? I’m talking about the you – ice-cream lover, spicy food lover, good cook, can’t cook, absolute romantic, arrogant, temperamental, funny, wannabe, confused, illiterate, scared shit, reserved, straight, curled, rebonded…and no this is not an endless list.
Who determines your life? What determines your life? When? On what basis? What kind of base make up do you use? How much of yourself do you let who see? What is with these questions? Do you answer all of them? Are you planning on answering all of them? Have you answered most? Is it the truth? Do I trust you telling me the right answers? Are your answers what I want them to be or are they what they are? Have I always taken you by face value? Or do I know things about you that you wished no one knew? Do you have any idea how much I have judged you? Am I delusional? “You will never know everything!!” you say…I say, “Oh really?” So now you have that look on your face…Is she for real? Does she know? Do I love you?
There’s always a blast from the past today, that throws us into the future…literally. I had promised myself that the romance topic was going to be a no-no in this blog. So guess what I’m still sticking by it. Unless of course this achy-breaky heart is healed, answered.
She told me she didn’t know what love was to her. She knew my answer was going to be ‘It is everything and nothing.’
I think the funniest word ever is ‘Choice’. I wanna know who made it sound so easy in history that we are bearing the brunt of it now! Post my 20-Questions spree, I am signing off. You answer them and lemme know. Bah!
